r u trying to put ur finger on about my title?
yeah so am i. act idk what words should i use to translate my feeling right now.
so i make it 'umph'. [it sounds rare aite but nvm idc.]


the 'umph' is act means i'm sighing about my circumstance
and sighing for my annoyest little brother, Syad.
everything happened last night  was just like want to ruin all of my life;
my daily chores, my time to spend on alone, my sleep and even my dinner.
whats going to this world. is it going to crashhhh.
ASDFGHJKL


ok. lets just be serious. [yep i mean it for myself bij]
the last night 'predicaments' that i'm trying to tell to u are:
 First was, Syad the lil boy [that i've mentioned before]
 was interrupting me with his childish behaviour ;
kicking my locked [by me] door, screaming out loud
telling me that he wanted to play games on the laptop i'm using right now.
of course n surely i'm not giving him this laptop.
yuno why?


cause last night was my first night celebrating a freedom 
after i have get rid of my mf trial test.
the story's like this..
last night, i was in my room lying on my bed 
n watching some korean dramas.
 i thaught that night would be a peaceful night

 but

all of sudden

that lil boy went into my room n grabbed the laptop from me, 
he opened a new tab then searched a game website on google
and me >> *trollface*


then i grabbed the laptop back and scolded him. i told him that i wanted to play the laptop 
plus i got it first so 'first come first serve' aite. he was astonished and speechless.
then he ran out from my room and i heard his voice reporting my mom 
about what i have done to him.


then, i heard something like monster voice nagging nonstop
"Izzati!! Give the laptop to ur brother. U r older than him 
so u r supposed to be mature towards him. 
U r already sixteen izzati. And ur brother is only five bla bla bla bla"


Me:


Why?????



am i not wanted anymore?



this world must be hating me already so i have to leave bye ppl


*cry an infinity ocean*


end of  my melancholy and tragic life.


And the second prob was: i dont want to tell u sorry 
*sobbing*

*recalling of my pathetic life* 
*sobbing*

bye n thanks






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